I think I lost my mind-
Made myself go batshit just for the theatrics...
Hmm, this remind me of all of dem times 
that I been here before. . . . .
Like now - here
down on the floor 
with my research chemical 
dig em out the floor board 
if I'm not getting high on my experiment,
like a mad scientist - blast a hole in your ozone 
reach in - pluck you straight out your abyss

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Ain't it gettin' kinda funny?
how errbody's tryna do themselves in?
ooo ain't it comical how my cloud 9
sittin' on the ground 
- Loaded DOWN by all your bullshit 

WhY did that fool 
LET ME PUT my higher self 
sO FAR UP AND AT BACK OF THE shelf?
I can't hardly hear it talk...
locked in Pandora's box
...I can't live like this forever.
baby, we can't keep bending the clock
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Oh, I didn't wanna go through this hourglass
with any other grain of sand...
I said - I wouldn't wanna go through this hourglass
with any of ther grain of sand. . . . .
oh, 
but this dopamine whirlpool's getting outta hand -
Everyone pullin' me down
- - -
SERAPHIM - Silhouette of an angel 
though I KNOW You saw those 
tattered wings
No wonder we can't get this thing
off the ground
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I think I'm way too high
ain't even in the sky...
I'll kick my feet up on my cloud
Wish I could get away
Get some perspective. . .
I feel like I'm suffocating 
'pluck em out'
. . .
"why can't you stay? we could have all day
to waste away and get lost in the fade..."
"my inverted grin
could devour your sin
but a fallen angel's
got nothing of it's wings left to give"


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and, here I go
spinning round - down - drown
smaller and heavier until I'm finally alone
eternally chasing those beautiful echoes
Maybe this dopamine whirlpool's gotten out of hand. . . . .
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